Padmaja's

"The sea, once it casts its spell, holds one in its net of wonder forever." - Jacques Cousteau This line well summarises my love for beaches. I remember the first time I was near the sea. It was Varkala Beach in Kerala. Pristine shore and mountainous terrains makes it one of the beautiful beaches in the country. I do not believe in love at first sight but the moment I climbed down from the cliff to the beach, I fell in love. My relationship with beaches has been my most committed relationship. I remember the kiss of the salty breeze on my face and sunlight shining bright making the water look like pearls afloat. In that instance, the magnificent sea hooked me to its beauty. It has been two years since I set my eyes on the sea. I crave to be near a sea now and then. Thank God, I stay in a city where I can afford to be near my love every other weekend or even on a weekday.   So, I want to share three reasons that make me crave for beaches. It is ‘me’

Have you imagined what it is like to feel dead when the little things fail to excite you like it did before? Nearly a year ago, a guy named Amit on our second date said I was dead. “What the hell does he mean by that?” screamed my mind. I wanted to know the answer.   He said it was my lack of enthusiasm. Although only few things excited me but it was no reason for someone to say I was dead. I showed that his words had no effect on me but I could feel a tsunami rising inside me. His words were like a sharp knife that cut me deep. Now, it seems funny how someone's insensitive comments could hurt me so much.    Amit was not the first one to give those vibes. All my dates have given me subtle hints that I should loosen up and enjoy. I cannot blame them when my mind keeps shouting “Padmaja run”. Photo by  Chad Madden  on  Unsplash I realized that the lack of enthusiasm resulted from my introverted nature. People misjudge introverts. Blame it on